FRIDAY
30102009
16:29
BEDOK RESERVIOUR PARK
RED BENCHES
THE FLOATING EXTENSION NEAR PLATFORM
sometimes i feel as small as the robot here.
and when things are going straight for every body else, my world is a spinning web of confusion.
i'm wondering whether i'm as different from the others and they always say. if only one person said it, i wouldn't have minded. but there are too many.
few things sharon realised she did that other people dont:
~ kellong [why dont people fish???]
~ biking, for the fun of it, alone
[what's wrong?]
~ loving nature science
[hey spiders dont lie like humans do]
~ a split family that only the eldest cares about what the person on the other side does
[no comment.]
~ her irreffuttable use of intense vocabulary when she's mad.
[you say anything when your're angry]
~ her dressing and style
[leave who i am AlonE.]
~ and her whizz in science
[i am as normal as nick is in studies.]
sheesh.
sharon wants to be left alone. SO MUCH for caring.
today was also PTM. the whole class like "sharon so bian tai, sure 4 one, 20 dollars la!!! ..." THEN I ONLY 8. next time ppl, SHut Up. then i wont be disappoint myself. but mum was quite happy.
i want to own nick in prelims and finally get some work done on my recordings. there not edited and no proper music [except for downbeat.]
i can hear the music i want it to be inside my head but i sucks coming out. i guess i just cant communicate very well for help even. or maybe my expectations too high.
damn si vern, go suan me whole of today, you comeschool only so chao. and your hair = huimin's hair = cute = ugly but long. haha :P haha but thanks for the encouragement. and get your stinking butt to your study table you damn zhu. and for heaven's bloody sake dont blast music in the guys tiolet again, fo chua will come down one day. and maybe that'll be fun.
and you keep refusing to carry my goddamn heavy books for me.
you good. *shoves him off stage*
back to the topic:
sharon's comments - hey i'm wierd but i dont try to follow blindly for everthing in my life. my childhood is different, i didnt spend it growing in preschool with books. i had sea everyday, grass and an totally unplanned life with a lot of time in vietnam and constructions sites. i've got a fanatic for fishing and if i'm unfeeling, its just the way i've been brought up thruogh 13 years in a highly competetive extended family and the most i can saw if you ask me why i dont eat milo is becuase i dont.
I'M SHARON. LEAVE WHO I AM ALONE, CAUSE I'M STAYING THAT WAY FOR A LONG TIME. like FOEREVER.
there.
Labels: heartbrokenNstuck, if i'm gone, wateva, will u miss ME???, wondering why nobody out there cares any more...
♥ I'VE GOT HEAVEN ON THE INSIDE OF ME.
peace and joy God has set me free.
peace and joy God has set me free.
FIRSTLY, I WANT TO WISH:
~ MUM
happy mother's day! i wish u with health and strength all your days and may your walk with God grow with each 60 seconds you spend with him.
~ PO
happy mother's day too! god bless u with joy and peace that surpasses all understanding and youth in your heart to keep u going.
we went to eat at crystal jade restruant at TM basement with dayi and dayi zhang today. they ordered alot of food and it was fine until
second-
last week i cycled bedok reservior twice then jogged a bit. during the second round on my bike, i noticed something moving on the floor. it was shiny and black, and when i turned to see it was a fish! it looked as if it had been flung from far away[ the tail was foldand broken, scales ripped on gravel] and i confront a nearby cleaner and ask why?
he actually told me he flung the fish up and left them there to die[two and prob more]. reason: "they in the grass i cutting at the water edge and they got cut. no dead fish in water, dirty water."
i was shocked. he actually blamed the fish for his damn mistake!
arghh. why are there this kind of people in the world i dont know.
song going out to hengkang, minyi, and all the people i have been too busy for. esp... and to those loves lost and loves yet to be found. i'm sorry for the way it had to end today, and i will forever remeber. i wont forget. i know you cant too.
Its Alright, Its OK - Ashley Tisdale
You told me
there's no need
To talk it out
Cause its too late
To proceed
And slowly
I took your words
No looking back
I wont regret, no
I will find my way
I'm broken
But still I have to say
[Chorus]
It's Alright, OK
I'm so much better without you
I wont be sorry
Alright, Ok
So don't you bother what I do
No matter what you say
I wont return
Our bridge has burnt down
I'm stronger now
Alright , Ok
I'm so much better without you
I wont be sorry
You played me
Betrayed me
Your love was nothing but a game
Portrait a role
You took control, I
I couldn't help but fall
So deep
But now I see things clear
[Chorus]
Don't waist you fiction tears on me
Just save them for someone in need
It's Way to late
I'm closing the door
if u want the real pearls, please increase my income. thanks:)
♥ I'VE GOT HEAVEN ON THE INSIDE OF ME.
peace and joy God has set me free.
peace and joy God has set me free.
