♪♥♫ THE STARS LEAN DOWN TO KISS YOU. ♪♥♫
SATURDAY
22082009
WILD WILD WET, SINGAPORE
18:07Hi, all! JUST HAD A SMASHING TIME! With Daryl now, at Wild Wild Wet, Downtown East, Pasir Ris! Had dinner at the Pizza Hut inside Downtown east, a pan pizza each. i got a curry chic, he's gobbling his hawaiian[correct spelling?], and i' typing this after that and one hour of wet fun.
it's free too! Mum had a approved pass for the week for free WWW entry from the hospital, and it lasts from Friday, saturday and sunday. since i'm running Cancer run at ECP tmr, she thought i can go today. i didnt tell her i would bring someone, but that blue thing admits 5 anyway. plus she's bring everyone but me tmr...
anyway, dinner and all, and i'm now all warm inside :) he's sweet, and it feels good to go away with him for awhile, out of shopping centres and cinemas and parks. we haven't gone swimming together for a long while, cos both of us are kinda busy.
it reminded me of kellong.
we went together once. i tuaght him how to fish, my experience, my kind of ideal holiday. it felt good to teach him my culture, like he once taught me to understand guys - their music, their thoughts, what they mean when they say or do something. i realise i share so much of my life with him, and he with me. he's different from me, and that's what makes it exciting, challenging.
i've still got a long way to go though.
LATER SATURDAY
824, TAMPINES
SINGAPORE
23:03
DIDNT GET TO FINISH THE LAST POST.
saved and then continued now.
jus thinking about how easy is it to make someone happy. really happy.
i bought pan pizza for e,mum, and yong. and kopi for dayizhang.
and they are happy. and i am happy.
i'm ending on a happy note :P
good night. *)**٭ۭ○◦**
TI AMO,
SHAREN XD
Labels: and we walk 2geter hand in hand
♥ I'VE GOT HEAVEN ON THE INSIDE OF ME.
peace and joy God has set me free.
♪♥♫ THE STARS LEAN DOWN TO KISS YOU. ♪♥♫
We take a lot of things for granted.
like our friends. we don't cherish them until they are gone, or when things happen to your friendship.
being with daryl, is complicated. 6 years, not everyone knows, but just trying to understand the two worlds we live in is already complicated.
i remember once that we were supposed to meet at dad's house. i'm always late, maybe becuase of habit or plain lazyness. when i got to the MRT, i found him taking the train off. it made me realise that to make things go on, we had to all change, and to not expect results, but be prepared to give more.
this saturday morning is our 6year together. i hope to continue to learn from our time together. ilove you, and i want to thank you for 6 years of sticking with an idiot like me.
sometimes we forget our friends, and when we lose them, we feel guilty and we berate ourselves. so before that starts to happen, i want to thank a couple oof people here:
+minyi hey, just want to tell you that yuo're important in a way you will never know, and i want to thank you for all the times you've seen me cry. i also need to tell me that you're the main reason i stayed in CCHMS, even though i felt that it sucked at the time. you rawk galXD
+hengkang erm, just to begin, i want to apologise.
i want o say sorry, in the simplest of words, for letting rumours destroy our friendship. i cared too much about what people thought and shunned you as a result. i knew that as a friend, i made alot of promises, but i didnt keep them. i remember promising you and mon hsien a pair of movie tickets for the help in maths, but i forgot and then took it for granted. i also promised to turn up for lots of other stuff, but i didnt keep them, and i'm sorry. i realised how much i demanded and how little i gave for our friendship, when you left fot Melbourne, and so many things in school that happened as a result of what i did showed up. so i'm sorry, and i know that you dont blame me, and that we will still be the best pals around.
now i want to thank you. thanks for not blaming me and for putting up with my airs.
wishing you all the best, and have a great start in life in Melbourne.
till next time,
TI AMO,
SHAREN XD
♥ I'VE GOT HEAVEN ON THE INSIDE OF ME.
peace and joy God has set me free.
