little piece of heaven on earth.

♪♥♫ THE STARS LEAN DOWN TO KISS YOU. ♪♥♫

FRIDAY
30102009
16:29
BEDOK RESERVIOUR PARK
RED BENCHES
THE FLOATING EXTENSION NEAR PLATFORM

sometimes i feel as small as the robot here.

and when things are going straight for every body else, my world is a spinning web of confusion.

i'm wondering whether i'm as different from the others and they always say. if only one person said it, i wouldn't have minded. but there are too many.

few things sharon realised she did that other people dont:

~ kellong [why dont people fish???]

~ biking, for the fun of it, alone
[what's wrong?]

~ loving nature science
[hey spiders dont lie like humans do]

~ a split family that only the eldest cares about what the person on the other side does
[no comment.]

~ her irreffuttable use of intense vocabulary when she's mad.
[you say anything when your're angry]

~ her dressing and style
[leave who i am AlonE.]

~ and her whizz in science
[i am as normal as nick is in studies.]

sheesh.

sharon wants to be left alone. SO MUCH for caring.

today was also PTM. the whole class like "sharon so bian tai, sure 4 one, 20 dollars la!!! ..." THEN I ONLY 8. next time ppl, SHut Up. then i wont be disappoint myself. but mum was quite happy.

i want to own nick in prelims and finally get some work done on my recordings. there not edited and no proper music [except for downbeat.]

i can hear the music i want it to be inside my head but i sucks coming out. i guess i just cant communicate very well for help even. or maybe my expectations too high.

damn si vern, go suan me whole of today, you comeschool only so chao. and your hair = huimin's hair = cute = ugly but long. haha :P haha but thanks for the encouragement. and get your stinking butt to your study table you damn zhu. and for heaven's bloody sake dont blast music in the guys tiolet again, fo chua will come down one day. and maybe that'll be fun.

and you keep refusing to carry my goddamn heavy books for me.

you good. *shoves him off stage*

back to the topic:

sharon's comments - hey i'm wierd but i dont try to follow blindly for everthing in my life. my childhood is different, i didnt spend it growing in preschool with books. i had sea everyday, grass and an totally unplanned life with a lot of time in vietnam and constructions sites. i've got a fanatic for fishing and if i'm unfeeling, its just the way i've been brought up thruogh 13 years in a highly competetive extended family and the most i can saw if you ask me why i dont eat milo is becuase i dont.

I'M SHARON. LEAVE WHO I AM ALONE, CAUSE I'M STAYING THAT WAY FOR A LONG TIME. like FOEREVER.

there.

Labels: heartbrokenNstuck, if i'm gone, wateva, will u miss ME???, wondering why nobody out there cares any more...

♥ I'VE GOT HEAVEN ON THE INSIDE OF ME.
peace and joy God has set me free.

♪♥♫ THE STARS LEAN DOWN TO KISS YOU. ♪♥♫

13102009
TUESDAY
TAMPINES
18:16

tomorrow is chemistry paper, so i'm studying for amaths paper insted, cos it's on thursday. i seriously need help with those formulas. guess i have to keep bothering shifu hengkang again on email... walou, spring break also get disturbed by sharon :D
^^v! but then again, i should start learning to study maths on my own, cos next year is going to be worse.

today, geography paper. phew~ did quite well i think.
mr soon keep staring at my Q2a the transform plate boundary answers. he juststared at the paper whil i was penning my answers. and he sttood there quite a while i think. but in the end, he revealed the answer, and i got both of the questions correct.

oh. ya, the answers for the shield volcano on Q2 part b:

A shield volcano is a large volcano with shallow-sloping sides. Shield volcanoes are formed from fluid lava that can travel long distances across slight inclines, resulting in their relatively flat, broad profile. Shield volcanoes are formed by lava flows of low viscosity — lava that flows easily. Shield volcanoes can be so large that they are sometimes considered to be a mountain range, such as the Ilgachuz Range and the Rainbow Range, both of which are located in Canada. These shield volcanoes formed when the North American Plate moved over a hotspot similar to the one feeding the Hawai'ian Islands, called the Anahim hotspot. Shield volcanoes can be found in many places around the world, including Australia, Ethiopia, and the Galapagos Islands. The Piton de la Fournaise, on Reunion Island, is one of the most active shield volcanoes on earth, with one eruption per year on average. Because of the fluidity of the lava, major explosive eruptions do not occur. The most severe explosions occur if water enters a vent, although expanding gases in the magma can produce spectacular fountaining of the low viscosity lava.

i typed that out after reviewing all the notes i kept in the com.

found a video on the need to forgive, and that forgiving makes you heal on the inside. i think we all have hurt someone, or been hurt before. we need to forgive the offender, and often we forget to for give ourselves. i hope that the video makes you realise that you need to surface the problem then forgive.

Labels: heartbrokenNstuck

♥ I'VE GOT HEAVEN ON THE INSIDE OF ME.
peace and joy God has set me free.