25092009
15:13
TAMPINES
minyi passed! :D barely :)
supposed to go changi today, but mum passed a degree of home stay. which means i have to obey her every worldly command.
i got a new hammock, but I'm still thinking about the one daddy made.
*clarification: daddy - biological father*
* pa - godfather *
he knotted rope together miraculously.
OK, I'm supposed to talk something happy today, but i cant think of anything. so here's a picture. XD
23092009
20:01
TAMPINES
tiring easily these days. used to be bopping with energy after school, now i cant even find the energy to smile. i feel irritated with myself for this, and its no good for those around me.
guess its time to visit changi and to fly kites again.
those times seem like long ago, before the full seriousness of the year impacted me. only a few months, but I'm nearly losing my flair in kites and handmade rockets. i must revisit them.
the SPA draws nearer, and i keep having nightmares of being unable to remember everything and anything I've learnt during chemistry. not that revising is much use cos i get frustrated when i really forget something then remember it from the textbook. guess I'm just not used to caring much about my science marks. i should start with physics.
shoulder's been hurting quite bad, typing this with my right arm. the fall during softball lesson worsens it. very reliant on panadol nowadays, though i don't take it in school. i should cut that before it turns into an addiction. if it does its not felony, but i wont be able to live with myself.
Mr soon instructed the class a single essay to be handed in yesterday on the subject "Pillow", which by far has been my shortest discursive. have i mentioned that i had given up trying to end the disastrous piece?
Mon Hsien has seemed to sworn off all contact with Singapore. and hengkang's blind stubborrness with a gone friend makes reuniting buddies vain.
i must end here; if not i will degrade the post.
but I'll try to write more uplifting matters next time.
maybe not.
♥ I'VE GOT HEAVEN ON THE INSIDE OF ME.
peace and joy God has set me free.
peace and joy God has set me free.
20092009
19:36
TAMPINES
the date today is pretty, and heard that most people wanna get married today, so all the hotels are booked. poor da jiu have to work then.
first, wanna shout out to all muslim friends today, selamat hari ray adilfitri!
second, i wan t to tell you guys, the DEAD SEA SCROLLS EXHIBITION was awesome! only read about them before cos they are held as the most coveted archealogical findings, as proof of religion and the proof of Islam and Christianinty being thought of as 2 different religions in history. what you see with your real eyes beats any picture on the internet.
gibberish aside, the meaning of what sharon was trying to say is that she adores the fascinating bibles XD
pics up!
pictures XD`
you have to have a photobucket account though.
♥ I'VE GOT HEAVEN ON THE INSIDE OF ME.
peace and joy God has set me free.
peace and joy God has set me free.
FRIDAY
18:15
TAMPINES LIBRARY
i kinda cycled out of the house at 930 hrs to eat at macs, the one opposite KFC. i spent a good half hour just looking at people talk today, and i guess i kindof stared too long even, cos some of them shot daggers back, before i realised.
lots of people talk differently to one another.
there was this girl, around kindergarden, she was eating her happy meal. so innocent. then she saw me staring at her direction, so she turned around to see if i was staring at anyone else then waved at me. i boldly waved back, and offered her my harshbrown before she left. she took it and ran after her mum.
little children, no wonder jesus loved them. she was seemingly an angel that morning, asking me why i was so afraid to be friendly. she made the rest of the other glaring looks from the rush crowd seem like trash and that the normal thing was to smile.
OF COUSE, SHE'S NORMAL! it's the rest of us! we say it only takes 17 muscles, rather than frowning with 23, to smile, but some people have that forever frozen, meanie-monster look, no?
SMILE LAH~ :)) HAHA AND HAVE A HAPPY BIRHTDAY YINGXIN!
PS: today is the 8th anniversary of the world trade center crash. i want to send my regards to the relatives of the disaster, and to remind everyone to keep our part for peace.
SATURDAY
12092009
18:30
TAMPINES ST 81
MACDONALDS
i guess sometime out of the house is good, and no matter how much i like familiarity, a change of place is good.
i'm trying out different skins to suit the mood now, so sorry if the layout is confusing. i still like the one that you can type though, but the font is kinda small and there's no music. i removed the chatbox, cause there's not much traffic anyway. so bear with it awhile during transition. XD
noting going on, except to enjoy freedom while it lasts.
♥ I'VE GOT HEAVEN ON THE INSIDE OF ME.
peace and joy God has set me free.
peace and joy God has set me free.
MONDAY
20:05
30082009
TAMPINES
today had a teacher celebration at CCHMS, missing the way they do it in SHPS.
feel like i want to go back and experience the aircon in the hall, sing
still owew soong a kopi, and i think he cant make it too, cos he keep saying old men still need to eat XD. WTH, excuses lah~ anyhow, i'll just buy him liang teh or kopi from opposite school and see whether he will drink it or not. if all else fails, there's always, 7-eleven milo!!!
hanged around in school longer than usual, then got called home.
TUESDAY
14:25
01092009
TAMPINES REGIONAL LIBRARY
today is the official cher's day. been busy in the morning, flying kites out side then in the library for tha past two hours reding in aircon. i must be the most grubbiest person in the library XD
okay, mr soong, here's my reflection on changes, in proper, formal English:
Changes happen constantly throughout life, and without much thought, we always react to changes, in two ways - positive or negative.
however we resist the common trend to change, and any cosistency to our megre lives are held on to in vice-like grips. one such example is the preservance of our traditional cultures, like peranakan and Jawi script. they represent to the few of us our past, and what we have changed from. we hold them back, mostly unconciously, because they represent what we no longer have.
we try to deter change. we discourage it, ease it, cushion it, prevent it. evident in the minorities of South American tribes...
THIS IS GETTING BORING. i should just write it then he can mark it...
WEDNESDAY
21:14
02092009
TAMPINES
arrggghhh. emilyn blasting, my ears cant take her music lahs. i close the door but still can hear her. i'm sooo going to plug my ears with volume 10- usual volume is one, cos it goddamn loud. crystal is chewing my shirt again, i think its her teeth, she doesnt chew anyone else though... now chewing's stopped. thank GOD. :/
gotta go do history now...
♥ I'VE GOT HEAVEN ON THE INSIDE OF ME.
peace and joy God has set me free.
peace and joy God has set me free.
