FRIDAY
30102009
16:29
BEDOK RESERVIOUR PARK
RED BENCHES
THE FLOATING EXTENSION NEAR PLATFORM
sometimes i feel as small as the robot here.
and when things are going straight for every body else, my world is a spinning web of confusion.
i'm wondering whether i'm as different from the others and they always say. if only one person said it, i wouldn't have minded. but there are too many.
few things sharon realised she did that other people dont:
~ kellong [why dont people fish???]
~ biking, for the fun of it, alone
[what's wrong?]
~ loving nature science
[hey spiders dont lie like humans do]
~ a split family that only the eldest cares about what the person on the other side does
[no comment.]
~ her irreffuttable use of intense vocabulary when she's mad.
[you say anything when your're angry]
~ her dressing and style
[leave who i am AlonE.]
~ and her whizz in science
[i am as normal as nick is in studies.]
sheesh.
sharon wants to be left alone. SO MUCH for caring.
today was also PTM. the whole class like "sharon so bian tai, sure 4 one, 20 dollars la!!! ..." THEN I ONLY 8. next time ppl, SHut Up. then i wont be disappoint myself. but mum was quite happy.
i want to own nick in prelims and finally get some work done on my recordings. there not edited and no proper music [except for downbeat.]
i can hear the music i want it to be inside my head but i sucks coming out. i guess i just cant communicate very well for help even. or maybe my expectations too high.
damn si vern, go suan me whole of today, you comeschool only so chao. and your hair = huimin's hair = cute = ugly but long. haha :P haha but thanks for the encouragement. and get your stinking butt to your study table you damn zhu. and for heaven's bloody sake dont blast music in the guys tiolet again, fo chua will come down one day. and maybe that'll be fun.
and you keep refusing to carry my goddamn heavy books for me.
you good. *shoves him off stage*
back to the topic:
sharon's comments - hey i'm wierd but i dont try to follow blindly for everthing in my life. my childhood is different, i didnt spend it growing in preschool with books. i had sea everyday, grass and an totally unplanned life with a lot of time in vietnam and constructions sites. i've got a fanatic for fishing and if i'm unfeeling, its just the way i've been brought up thruogh 13 years in a highly competetive extended family and the most i can saw if you ask me why i dont eat milo is becuase i dont.
I'M SHARON. LEAVE WHO I AM ALONE, CAUSE I'M STAYING THAT WAY FOR A LONG TIME. like FOEREVER.
there.
Labels: heartbrokenNstuck, if i'm gone, wateva, will u miss ME???, wondering why nobody out there cares any more...
♥ I'VE GOT HEAVEN ON THE INSIDE OF ME.
peace and joy God has set me free.
peace and joy God has set me free.
