26122011
MONDAY
02:08
STREET 81
BLINDED.
This Christmas i spent a lot of time catching up on people's lives. seeing people hitch up, break up, grow up, screw up just reminds me that we all don't really know what's going on - we're trying our darnedest best to to be a better person, while having some fun. some things just happen beyond our wildest dreams, and other fall apart the harder we try to hold on to them. we all shouldn't try to hard, really, and just live the moment.
Christmas this year was actually quite meaningful, and I still am in denial that the most crazy, awesome and fulfilling year of my life (so far) is ending. This year i did so many fearless things, felt like a celebrity, gained recognition for my work, made crazy bucks, screwed things up.
I had so much fun being myself, and finally seeing my work getting some limelight in the local scene. next step: get bigger, better and go viral. the greatest feeling is to know what it feels like to have your name be worth something, to be a unique style in demand.
but this Christmas, is somewhat special too. it meant more than I thought it would. This year's Christmas had no tree, no presents under it, but was filled with the joy of friends. Family not so much, very little compared to past years. but it meant that Christmas was busier and somehow a little more rushed too. it was over too fast and I still don't have that jolly holiday feel yet. well, I guess it's a little to late now.
i also realized that most of my posts are at insane timings when I'm insomniac, so I over-think and write these emotional reflections. one resolution is to write these during the day, and see how different this blog becomes.
♥ I'VE GOT HEAVEN ON THE INSIDE OF ME.
peace and joy God has set me free.
peace and joy God has set me free.
