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MONDAY
22:51
STREET 81
UNNOTICED.
t's been a long time since i skated. went on Friday with sis, and it started drizzling halfway through. since running in the rain is no big deal, skating shouldn't be too.
Lo and behold i fell sick today. couldn't even get up from my bed in the morning to eat meds. so i missed a tribe meeting, service and had the most unproductive day of the year. just studied on my bed and felt miserable the whole day.
next time i know better - take flu medication and sleep so i still can function.
well taking medication means i can't donate blood for three weeks, so i can't donate this year. this sucks horribly too. was planning to give a second time before year end but no. :(
was looking through some submissions to groups in DA, and nothing really caught my eye. Suddenly my brain decides to be a jerk and asks me: "If all these people are famous/have widely viewed photos/ self-portraits that have tons of favourites, then WHAT THE HELL AM I DOING WRONG?"true, true, i spend so much time and effort snapping, editing and selecting pictures i think are stellar for the world, and the worlds goes and enjoys some picture of a girl with a compact camera aimed at her make-up laden face. why? why does art or hard work get taken for granted? impromptu, amateurish attention seeking girls with a phone camera can claim they are photographers and people actually support them instead. sheesh.
okay rant over. just that this holiday hasn't been up to expectation really.
♥ I'VE GOT HEAVEN ON THE INSIDE OF ME.
peace and joy God has set me free.
peace and joy God has set me free.
