14112011
MONDAY
22:19
STREET 81
HURTS.
when people come together, they give and they get. not everyone deserves what they get, and not everyone gives as much as they should. but in the and we all grow and help each other along, knowingly or unwittingly.
every time you let someone near you, you risk yourself being hurt.
today is not a good day to begin with. woke up feeling so tired physically and mentally, and my whole body just ached all over. my knees and thighs are sore and swollen, and my right hand is cramped and tense the whole day. my body also agreed not to coordinate today, so i kept tripping over myself.
then couldn't print anything at home due to shitty printer, haven't finish report due today (finished it one hour before the dateline) and crash studied for tutorial class. didn't have enough money for my own bus fare (bus uncle called me stupid for not checking beforehand and refuse to issue ticket ): ) standing up and knocking my head on all the poles in 969 because i was falling asleep. finally reached Katib without falling apart, and when i reached the platform the train just left. one ungrateful woman blatantly tried to push me out of the train after i let her in first so she could sms (she used he hand and pushed, and one kind soul grabbed me back in in time. she even ignored all the stares of everyone else.)
then it started to get better
at least i know it can only get better.