11072011
MONDAY
13:03
STREET 81
[CONCENTRATION.]
I tried pushing evolution
As the obvious conclusion of the start.
But it was for my own amusement
Saying love was an illusion of a hopeless heart.
Of all of the things that she's ever said
She goes and says something that knocks me dead.
You won't find faith or hope down a telescope
You won't find heart and soul in the stars
You can break everything down to chemicals
But you can't explain a love like ours.
this is one blog post i keep editing.
many things happen in one month. my life has taken an aeroplane of it's own, coming up with new and exciting things every weekend to surprise me. i'm a boiling pot of emotions wherever i go: happy, excited, stressed, tired. my life is tied so much to things beyond my control, that it has lead me to a different height and a while new perspective.
Nanyang is second among all the polytechnics, so close to the first. it was an eye-opening experience to feel our seniors highs and lows; to hear the screams and blood in your ears when you are in your own race. every drum beat calls for more power; the adrenalin is a powerful addictive drug. when your muscles feel like they have expended their all and your mind is hell bent on the finishing line. that not giving up, it's so alluring when i think back about the races. i guess even if i probably forget what actually happens, this feeling i'll still remember.
went for 4 Empathy gathering during Iris' birthday, good to see most of them again after so long. we look so different! i'm so tanned, certain people are as skinny / tall / beautiful / handsome / nonsensical as ever, but all of us have taken such diverse routes. some poly, so JC, but all still hanging in there. the CCAs we took are also quite surprising! Rongda is a cheerleader (i want to see him perform one day!), Vern is skating (expected this one); Nigel and i are both boaters. He has really slimmed and toned up much more. i imagine if both of did race, now we have equal chances of winning. he used to be this fat kid, but now he's much better. but the best is just to know that this bunch of people are still there even if we did move on in our lives. at one point of time in our lives we were stuck together and had the time of our lives together. i guess we will all remember that.
another important thing during this time is that the church is launching the 40-UP campaign. all the plans we are making in AnT cell has me hyped up and raring to go: the picnics, study sessions and meetings. i beleive we are in for a awesome and miraculous time together. Amen!
back on editing lately, sorry for dragging my photo releases. i promise to finish them as soon as i can, and i must learn to stop going for so many shoots and just edit finish my photos. beauty is to be shared not concealed, someone once said. so i'll share the beauty i see with you guys soon. but in the mean time here's a teaser to, obviously, tease you my supporters. cheerios B).
YOU ARE ONLY AS STRONG AS YOU BELIEVE TO BE.
Don't be an eagle among the chickens.
♥ I'VE GOT HEAVEN ON THE INSIDE OF ME.
peace and joy God has set me free.
peace and joy God has set me free.
