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AFTERNOON WALKS.


i haven't gone for one in a long time.

it's not because I'm lazy. you could say it's the weather in Singapore, but that's not really the reason.

i think it's because I've "grown up", started work or just let life take over.

i remember one line from a conversation with the cellies as we were walking parkway last Sunday. don't know what we were talking about, maybe about my "crazy habits". what i really remember was my reply:

"I don't do any of those crazy things anymore. I've stopped waking up at four, or staying up late."

thinking back about my reply, i guess it made me kind of sad, that i hardly ever got to see the sunrise anymore, and i miss badly alot of things i used to do.

cycling for instance. i never cycle anymore, since last December. i used to do it early last year, doing rounds at Bedok Reservoir, even to Pasir Ris to prawn and back. i took Yong on all those trips, and i really loved seeing my own design on that bike. people used to star as i rode around because of the shabby spray-paint job, but it screamed me and i really didn't care. it was personal advertising and a great workout on two wheels, and i really wonder why i never cycle anymore. maybe i should start again.

or another would be to go on a random walk to somewhere for the afternoon (as i started this post with). while planning for a trip to Arab street, i realized that the Malay Heritage Center is closed till June next year. i still haven't done that photo shoot of Changi Beach.

it's like the more mundane things of life got in the way of really living. i know things like paying the bills/loans/anything you owe, or school stuff is really important. i know I'm a student and thus my priorities are studying, being a good daughter and a good friend. but sometimes i feel that normal life gets in the way of bigger things, or my hobbies. i mean, don;t you feel suffocated sometimes, by all the studying or work. it's like it never ends.

well, i guess that i just have to plan and wait out till all these things are finally settled. I've got my priorities straight, it just time to finish them.

♥ I'VE GOT HEAVEN ON THE INSIDE OF ME.
peace and joy God has set me free.

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