♪♥♫ THE STARS LEAN DOWN TO KISS YOU. ♪♥♫
23012011
SUNDAY
21:48
STREET 81
FEELS TOO REAL TO BE AWAKE.
been feeling P!nk's songs lately, i don't know why.
just emotional i guess.
made a wrong turn.. once or twice
dug my way out, blood and fire
bad decisions thats alright
welcome to my silly life
miss treated
miss-placed misundastood
miss knowing its all good
it didnt slow me down
miss taken
always hackin' guessing
under estimated
look im still around
pretty pretty please
dont you ever ever feel
like your less than
fucking Perfect
pretty pretty please
if you ever ever feel like your nothing
your fucking perfect to me...
your so mean (your so mean), when you talk about
yourself
you were wrong
change the voices in your head
make them like you instead
so complicated, look how we're makin'
filled with so much hatered, such a tired game
it's enough ive done all i can think of
chased out all my demons, ive seen you do the same
pretty pretty please
dont you ever ever feel
like your less than
fucking perfect
pretty pretty please
if you ever ever feel like your nothing
your fucking perfect to me...
the whole worlds scared so i swollow the fear
the only thing i shoul dbe drinkin' is an ice cold beer
so cool, in line and we try try try
but we try to hard, its a waste of my time
done looking for the critics 'cuz they're everywhere
they don't like my jeans they don't get my hair
change ourselves yeah we do it all the time, why do we
do that' why do i do that' (why do i do that')
pretty pretty please
dont you ever ever feel
like your less than
fucking perfect
pretty pretty please
if you ever ever feel like your nothing
your fucking perfect to me...
your perfect your perfect
pretty pretty please
if you ever ever feel like your nothing
your fucking perfect to me...
excuse the language.
my cellies asked me to put the cell song up again, here it is at least for another week.
now, i really want my own room. four adults in a master bedroom is really getting too small, people are always frustrated at each other. every little thing you do affects 3 people, even flushing the toilet at night can wake up the whole room. i try to keep to myself, but i have limits too, and i'm already there. please, it's been a year. even if i sleep in the living room (which is disallowed) i'll be VERY HAPPY. i'm getting to the desperate stage i guess.
thinking about it, i love camping, encounters and kelong because i have a bed to myself without my family. well, at least a sleeping bag or table.
but nothing can change until my degree. which i will get. definitely overseas. and at least 3 hours flight away, with a exchange rate of 1.25 or something. then i will know what alone is.

♥ I'VE GOT HEAVEN ON THE INSIDE OF ME.
peace and joy God has set me free.