♪♥♫ THE STARS LEAN DOWN TO KISS YOU. ♪♥♫
22112010
MONDAY
23:54
STREET 81
SLEEPLESS.
#nowplaying : Believe - Britt Nicole
haven't had much time to myself this week, activities packed back to back and all.
unconscious for the past 12 hours, had an awesome sleepover and TP rawks. i had Gkids Sunday morning too, the Christmas songs are just so cute.
praying for a couple of courses at TP, really wishing for Bio-technical Science with Forensics. that'll lead me to an overseas degree (the best route!) or an advance degree at NUS in Singapore. haven't exactly figured out a safety school yet, so i have to pray for that too.
although this week is hectic, night time has become a time set aside for reflection. insomniac like crazy now, but i don't dare to pop Panadol in case of reliance on it. i slept fewer hours than a dolphin from Thursday to Sunday.
some of the things that go through my head are kind of disturbing, like why do i even care about what others even think about me sometimes?
"how do i carry my self in front of others? am i inconsiderate at times? what are my actions telling people? am i being christ-like?"
yeah, they make me wonder about me sometimes.
oh yeah, i told Sarah i wrote a song for my cellies! i had it around my stuff for a long time after they sang me mine, but i just got around to recording it. here goes nothing:
*i originally thought of using a song i knew, but i decided that they just didnt fit you. so i wrote my own.*
Verse 1:
there's a bunch of people that i know
they're not the kind of people
to come and go
and they've stuck with me
through every possibility
and i know that
they will always be there
for the good times and the bad
Chorus:
cos when we're a cell group
we stick as one
when we're a church
we are One
and soulmates and sisters
of this big family
there's no where that i rather be
than inside the Body.
nice right? yeah i know. now to just sing and play it. :/
QT of the week: Psalm 101
this is a psalm of King David, written when he was hiding away from Saul in the desert.
he begins by praising God for all His faithfulness and goodness, despite of his current "wanted" status. this reminded me, do we take God's greatness for granted? do we find Him for all our problems and exclude Him from our good times?
He goes on to tell God that he will be as faithful to God as God was to him. verse 7 tells us about our conscious choice of friends. are we mixing with the right crowd?
peace people, and God bless you today :)
Labels: my God is good to me., peace and joy