02082010
MONDAY
20:51
STREET 81
SOMEBODY'S ME.
the title is from the song Somebody's Me by Enrique Iglesias.
Cause I, I walk the streets alone
I hate being on my own
And everyone can see that I really fell
And I'm going through hell
You will always be in my life even if I'm not in your life
Cause you're in my memory
You, will you remember me?
And before you set me free, oh, listen please
Somebody wants you
somebody needs you
Somebody dreams about you every single night
Somebody can't breathe
without you it's lonely
Somebody hopes that someday you will see
Somebody's me, that somebody's me
That somebody's me
that somebody's me, oh, yeah
sentimental song, about a guy crushing on a taken girl. that's not all of it, just the two most meaningful verses and the chorus.
just off a 45 min call to HK, any further it felt like i was boring him. but maybe when you really miss it, even the most simple details become a blessing. like he asked what i had for lunch, and i said Japanese. i was surprised even that interested him, cause he went on to ask where and what i ate. i guess the novelty for Western wears off if that's the only thing you ever eat.
feel that all i talk about is the o-levels and school, and he only talks about his school and results. his dad is still a sensitive topic, and anything about friends just threads lightly around Mon Hsien. poor guy, still not over the loss of his best bud. and he is just not sure whether people in Singapore will welcome him in CCHMS, talks about "i don't dare to set foot in front of those angry people" and such. maybe he's gotta forgive himself before his buddies can forgive him.
but other than that, i guess we have a lot of catching up to do anyway when he comes back in December. just that friendship is easier to repair when you can have an actual face-to-face conversation. sometimes not looking at a person for too long can cause the picture of him in your mind to blur until he becomes a collage of your own memory. plus two years changed me drastically, it would have changed him too, for better or for worse.
♥ I'VE GOT HEAVEN ON THE INSIDE OF ME.
peace and joy God has set me free.
peace and joy God has set me free.
