♪♥♫ THE STARS LEAN DOWN TO KISS YOU. ♪♥♫
09072010
THURSDAY
06:48
BUS 30
BETTER THAN HE CAN.
lyrics from the song
Leavin' by Jesse McCartney.
i used to love it, especially in acoustic. just listening to it on the way to Changi Village makes for great company.
speaking about CV, i have to remember to look for the hooks that we need for the kelong trips. tying hooks and setting up the rods have to be second nature now.
on the way to school now, and my mind is filled with all sorts of things. Ivan asked me at midnight to help with the picnic, and i have no idea how to run one. food is okay, i can do that. people? i have no people skills, i follow, i don't organize. or so i think. just hoping i wont screw his plans too.
"it depends on the size of your screwdriver." LOL
i wonder how someone with so much in his life can still smile wider than me everyday, and come to school with a cheerful attitude bigger than anyone else's. i have a really good guess it's Jesus, and that just means faith in it's essence can do wonders.
leaving them cigarettes and beer alone. I'm gonna be clean, no matter what you do to me.
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09072010
THURSDAY
11:09
4 EMPATHY CLASSROOM
ON OR OFF.
next lesson is English.
people are going all around, asking each other of the oral TYS. thank God i never bring it home ever.
trying to be alone, listening to cobra starship in the classroom. i have no appetite, and any food is tasteless anyway. gonna have to survive on Hacks today,
i swear I'm going to have off my phone tonight to sleep again.i have only one question to ask
you, if
you knew this day was coming, what would you have done? try to deflect the end result? prepare yourself for the pain? it hurts really badly to know that nothing can be done.
what reminded me, was the dance lessons in PE today. we're going to have 3 hours of Latin Cha Cha.
i remember once, we were walking outside the community centre, and there was this slow song playing. it was just some old jazz, and you took my hand and taught me ballroom there and then. we were like two idiots, stepping to the beat on the sidewalk, hugging each other.
and PE had to have dance.
The greatest gift bestowed upon the human mind was the ability to forget.
i want that gift badly.