06072010
TUESDAY
20:16
STREET 81
STAY STRONG.
it's supposed to be a self-encouraging title.
today i had a verse from God, made me SO SO SO RELIEVED i cried. (:
6 -8 "Now, stay strong and steady. Obediently do everything written in the Book of The Revelation of Moses—don't miss a detail. Don't get mixed up with the nations that are still around. Don't so much as speak the names of their gods or swear by them. And by all means don't worship or pray to them. Hold tight to God, your God, just as you've done up to now.
9 -10 "God has driven out superpower nations before you. And up to now, no one has been able to stand up to you. Think of it — one of you, single-handedly, putting a thousand on the run! Because God is God, your God. Because he fights for you, just as he promised you.
11a "Now, vigilantly guard your souls: Love God, your God.
JOSHUA 23:6-11a
it's everything i have been waiting for someone to tell me, that my choices are right, that i must have to faith to continue. because He IS GOD, therefore there is no other way. i must stick with my God, just like i have done up to now.
went swimming with Yong today, to clear my mind and rest my thoughts. i love how the water is so welcoming, it closes over your head is a soft, cold embrace, enveloping your head. your hair floats weightless, the feel of your own breath as tiny bubbles, clumsily bumping your arms as they race upward. the clear, clear blue, like you're in a sapphire. and the quiet. the steely silence even you cant break. you kick your legs gently and rise to the surface. letting go all your breath just below the surface, and close your eyes under the water, just lie there, until you finally need air.
every time i swim, i feel a little of the weak human in me die, knowing full well it is not my world, but i have the control over it. especially in the sea, the taste reminds me that i am but a temporary visitor, and that my existence is as real the water around me.
another thing, i have decided to stop going over to dayi's house so much, we dont want to test fate, do we?
♥ I'VE GOT HEAVEN ON THE INSIDE OF ME.
peace and joy God has set me free.
peace and joy God has set me free.
