♪♥♫ THE STARS LEAN DOWN TO KISS YOU. ♪♥♫
11062010
FRIDAY
20:05
STREET 81
REMEMBER.
[7/31/08]
"today, ran 2.4 and did 5 items... andand so high!!!
tat crap hengkang told a huge practical joke and told me tat i had 5 min to go to bus stop :@ i ran in 4.27 min there!!!"
[8/17/08]
"小时候,都会起床气得特别早,因为我每天都渴望看到太阳爷爷对着我笑。可是小孩子总是会长大的,而慢慢长大的我,起床时间越来越晚,只能从电视看到我以前能看到的太阳。想一想,这并不难。
来到了学校,可能那天特别早,我就拉了恒康(他还没有去做duty),到中正胡旁边看太阳身起来。敏宜还迷迷糊糊的,还没睡醒。
突然,太阳神起来了。我们三个人睁大眼睛,被眼前的一幕迷着了。坐在草地上的我们默默地望着太阳,直到闪闪的阳光让我们不能不转睛。
太阳,你今天见过他了吗?"
[08/13/09]
"+hengkang
erm, just to begin, i want to apologise.
i want o say sorry, in the simplest of words, for letting rumours destroy our friendship. i cared too much about what people thought and shunned you as a result. i knew that as a friend, i made alot of promises, but i didnt keep them. i remember promising you and mon hsien a pair of movie tickets for the help in maths, but i forgot and then took it for granted. i also promised to turn up for lots of other stuff, but i didnt keep them, and i'm sorry. i realised how much i demanded and how little i gave for our friendship, when you left for Melbourne, and so many things in school that happened as a result of what i did showed up. so i'm sorry, and i know that you dont blame me, and that we will still be the best pals around.
now i want to thank you. thanks for not blaming me and for putting up with my airs.
wishing you all the best, and have a great start in life in Melbourne."
i was looking through all my old posts.
i'm really tired of the life we have now, the running away and the covering up. trying to talk to someone who isnt part of your life any more is not only tiring, but kind of crazy. imagine, he's a continent away in another totally different place with a different life.
i dont know if i'm doing the right thing waiting.
i'm sorry, no picture today too. i'm just not in the mood.
♥ I'VE GOT HEAVEN ON THE INSIDE OF ME.
peace and joy God has set me free.