21052010
FRIDAY
15:20
STREET 81
REALISTIC.
if you one chance in life, its very hard to get another one like it.
i used to think if i had not gone on the Thailand diving trip,
if i had gone to the National Library @Bugis to perform with all the rest of the musical crew. if i had been more firm in my response to all the nagging and more decisive to my own mind.
i might never have gotten to be such a good diver, and i might never get the full expenses paid trip ever again.
but i would have a very fulfilling musical track record.
"if" is the one word in the English vocabulary that has dethroned kings and killed presidents.
so much power is attributed to the smallest things of the world, just to shame the wise, because no matter how wise, you cant answer all the "if"s in the world.
maybe to a more concrete question, one about the present perhaps. i could ask you what you wanted to do with your life, or what you wished for to happen in the near future. but that is not important.
what is important, is where your heart is. a simple enough question, you shouldn't have to think about it at all. answer the first instinct you think up. if you cant answer, you have probably lost it.
if you have lost it, go get it back. it cant come back on its own, because it needs a place in mind and guidance from your feelings. if you lose it forever, i can guarantee you that you will be the most miserable person you'll ever meet, no doubt about it.
oh, and you probably be the most regretful person you have ever met too.
that will be kind of sad, to be the most alone person, without a person to share that misery or replace it with love.
♥ I'VE GOT HEAVEN ON THE INSIDE OF ME.
peace and joy God has set me free.
peace and joy God has set me free.
