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FRIDAY
14:11
BUS :)
on the bus to clementi now, going to the autistic children's society to do my CIP with the class. this is gonna occupy my time until 530, then i'll cab back with Mrs long to school. meeting Adeline shortly afterwards, so that i can put in two more hours into exercising my faith in Jesus.
huimin has been speculating about the guy i wrote about on facebook, and i have fervently denied all wrong guesses. i think all that thinking about my statement has just made her more curious about who that guy is, but sorry, i'm not giving any loopholes.
she has also told huishan and the rest. its fine to start guessing, but its not ok to have perceptions my dear.
and i hope the publicity will help that idiot wake up his stupid idea.
the bus passed by the unfinished marina hotels, and now i'm seeing pinnacle @ duxton. i've realised that all my heart, my memories, my most precious moments were all here, in Singapore, no matter how much the people that mean to me have gone elsewhere.
its a morbid fascination, a link so delicate it has to be broken to be more precious. the gift of leaving the place you depend on to grow your character.
it was the same with Changi Village and Yishun, it will be the same soon with Tampines, Chung Cheng and finally Singapore. i have to go somewhere, to detach myself, so that the memories i have with that place will be forced to reviewed in time. and i know that through that i will be able to grow.
mom is still in denial that i will leave Singapore eventually on my own. i have shocked her first with kellong, and then again with the short dive trip to Thailand. i meant to go much further, like the great barrier reef in Australia, but i didn't have the time and the money.
gosh i can hear huimin over the loudest my headphones can go. i'm seriously considering blasting my music to let her know how i feel. but she's just
somebody help her.
and while you're at it, give me two aspirin. quickly.
♥ I'VE GOT HEAVEN ON THE INSIDE OF ME.
peace and joy God has set me free.
peace and joy God has set me free.
