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SUNDAY
13:20
BUS 12
PLAYING WITH FIRE
listening to lyrics of playing with fire, and i find that the guy is just biding his time.
maybe men are built to have weak resistance to the signals of women. and women who send those should have more restrain? i dont know whose fault is it when the one you love cheats, but i know that the events leading to it sure have a bigger role than you ever imagined.
maybe you think that at a party, two vodkas wont do anything, but it really does things you cant imagine. not that you meant to do it, but sometimes we dont think before we do things.
when you drink, the alcoholic content in your body distorts judgement. you do things you normally would find wierd, even wrong. people commit suicide, have premarital sex, or even steal. people who we normally think are responsible can turn scary, and even the most meek can suddenly find courage to do the unspeakable.
it can give you strength, or it can take that strength away.
it can cause us to be the most vulnerable and lose our wisdom. we lose the fight with ourselves, we lose our will power, our control over ourselves. we lose the good fight, we lose our cause. all care is thrown aside, and suddenly everything seems so far away. we seemed to be promised no responsibility for our actions and we can do anything we want to, anything possible.
if it ever existed in your subconcoius or your friend ever said it in passing, you'll probabaly do it. no questions, consequences, or second thoughts.
it's that scary.
taking the odd beer or two in your own home once ina blue moon is fine. we all have evnts we need to celebrate. but if you're addicted, then you really need help.
but personally i think that if you drink just one beer with your family you're fine.
ok now here's something IMPORTANT:
THANK GOD ITS FRIDAY IS COMING UP!
TGIF for short, this exclusive Good Friday party will give you more than just reason to relax. It'll let you celebrate Jesus, the king of Kings! Packed with joy, peace and lots of harmless fun, you will be eager to know more about the person we're celebrating! PLus door gifts and tasty food! drop something in the chatbox or simply email me to get a place. there's only 30 places i think!
p.s. It's on private property, three storeys!
ok i've finished the zesty advert, so i'm returning to typing normal stuff. school still on monday, it'll make it go away on tuesday :D
♥ I'VE GOT HEAVEN ON THE INSIDE OF ME.
peace and joy God has set me free.
peace and joy God has set me free.
