12022010
FRIDAY
19:23
EMPTY SHELL WALKING.
i feel so vulnerable, just an empty exposed shell.
today was EP reunion lunch at Yuki Yaki, Marina Square with 14 other epathians. people there *drumroll*:
ivan, gavril, claire, hui shan, hui min, rong da, peng bo, nigel, eugene, szu yuan, joel, eunice, iris, zhang yang and me. to say that it was fruitful was an understatement, and i guess though we got pissed off in the process of getting there, i must say that GAVRIL DID A GREAT JOB OF GETTING EVERYBODY TO GEL IN AND LOSEN UP IN THE END. andand we had a great time together.
2 hour buffet with mini competition of how long each of us could go. finalists: ivan, eunice, huimin, and me. i guess because me and ivan were talking half the time, so we were eating slowly compared to them. but both of us can really eat if we want to: polished 6 calfornia rolls each during the last 10 minutes to get our money's worth. not baddddd. :)
i thought the process of getting there brought out the fragility of different people coming together to agree on something. but when we reach the place finally, i know that all of us chose to be nice and stay with each other. and after two or three helpings, the self-conciousness disappeared, thanks to gav too, and we started to be a noisy jovial bunch again. we wont be the same class after this but, we will be that undefutable class once again, reinforced and stronger.
but the part that makes me feel empty, it's the way we so easily criticise our own kind, even though we know that person will not mind.
but it's okay to say that i had a great day today.
but i'm still sick and tired of walking or sitting beside ivan, then someone goes sharon, you and ivan look like brothers lei~ or they will go wah, both of you very compatible lei~. really fed-up with that. maybe we should just say that we're chaste. HAHA BIG JOKE :)
nevermind.
♥ I'VE GOT HEAVEN ON THE INSIDE OF ME.
peace and joy God has set me free.
peace and joy God has set me free.
