20:54
MONDAY
i'm trying to go on without people asking me if i'm ok. i feel like i'm showing too much when i'm emotional.
i just cant control the sadness and anger and the memories. it comes like a tidal wave of feelings and people becomes a rush, a blur of colour, a distant activity.
someone said this sentence today: i dont know how people stand you! you're so qi guai (weird) siah!
tried to drag myself early to school, because it's MINYI'S birthday today. so happy birthday~ ya, and i took a cab to school so i can be on time! yeah, i barely made it on time before soon tried to close the gates.like 30
seconds early. so... i'm in school, i sit in class and i somehow made it to end of assembly.
and i put weifeng and minyi on 135, now onto 31, and the minute past 31, i fell into a stonking deep sleep. and it was with me sitting straight upright, no head rolling, cos after that my neck felt really sore.
today's post is really short, cos i cant write all i want to. so,just wait until the next one.
♥ I'VE GOT HEAVEN ON THE INSIDE OF ME.
peace and joy God has set me free.
peace and joy God has set me free.
