♪♥♫ THE STARS LEAN DOWN TO KISS YOU. ♪♥♫
20:45
FRIDAY
i have been putting this off long enough.
first, the most
improtant thing i have to clarify:
it's not that i don't get angry, it's just that i'm skilled in smiling to you. so i'm not bully-able just because i smile everytime you come up with something new. i will be offensive if the act continues.
to more lifting matters!
my God is gracious upon me to allow me to be the only free soul in group 2 [grped by grades!] in Physics remedial classes. therefore i will have a more suitably-paced lesson i hope. currently the first lesson is on the 14th jan, and there's Han Qien in group 1 (A1,A2), me in group 2(B3,B4) and the rest of the class is with at least five other empathians. this is just one of God's ways to motivated me probably, because i spent half the year playing and one hour studying on the day before exam. maybe it's my talent of memorizing?
i don't know.
been cutting down on the healing letters cause i dont want anyone i know to worry about me anymore, and besides, God is pleased that i have chosen to rely on Him for strength and healing instead of my own way of understanding my life. it has been great time with Him, even crying, because i don't feel alone, but peaceful. maybe God had to shake me before he could touch me in a different way personally, like a friend instead of a discipline master.
THANK YOU GOD :).
drawing on the Lord for strength. okay, that will be sufficient for the topic for now.
OKAY, WE MOVE ON!i really want to get a proper recognization in photography, have decided to enter all the competitions on my own this year. TJS my mentor has OFFICIALLY RETIRED, as he feels he has taught me everything i need to know, and all he can do is sit and watch me play with colour. and the occasional critisism. haha. but it will be a whole new level of photography, one on my own feet, independently finding shoot areas, and angles, the models, the way i percieve things. i need to be unique, and stand with my own style to be able to capture my passion for the art. NOT EASY(!!!) will do my bestest to meet ur hopes. :) happy world tour!
erm, wow so many things to say still, like little incidents from my life i want to narrate here in an impluse, but i'm resisting. i may live to REGRET it.
so i better end fast, to avoid any slips.
love you people who come here, i noticed. :)