18:36
FRIDAY
TMR IS MUM'S BIRTHDAY.
okayyy... you saw that right? so remember to tell my mum HAPPY BIRTHDAY! on sunday or tmr when you see her.
i love all you people who come here. you make my blog worthwhile. oh and the pictures i get i post on DEVIANT ART.COM as they are free and reliable and allow across hosting and whatever. and there's a great searchbar where you can get exactly what you want. so GO THERE. :) so there's credits to the site cos i need to or they'll probably take all my sketches and pics down. oh and i'm not buggylover on Deviant art, i'm another name... shhh... sorry cos i dont want people spamming my things or taking them just because it's mine. and always credit people okay?
so much for internet decorum. manners, manners, manners people. gotta take note.
yes and i'm feeling really better, so i'm going to put the awkward phone call i owe you people up here. the alternate ones with no name are me.
Daryl: hello?
silence.
Daryl: hey, you're there right?
silence.
Daryl: ok i'm just gonna talk and when you want to talk i'll stop.
silence.
he goes from living room to bedroom. (noise from tv is totally blanked out with a closed door.)
and he said:
"ok, first i need to say sorry for being a idiot and taking things for granted. i know that you dont owe me anything, and pestering you is going to make life difficult for you and more difficult for me. so i'm going to stop staying downstairs and more time at home. i wont tag your blog and i'll go off flickr for awhile. i'm going to take down our photos like you asked and i will tell my mum. i'm doing everything you asked because you asked me to, and its one thing i want you to know. that all you have to do is ask and i will do it, without asking. but now as a stranger will help give directions on the street. so today all the stuff is going to come down and i'll tell everyone that asks. will that be ok, Sharon?"
i started crying but didnt make any sound. didnt know if he could hear, but i guess he didnt. still silence.
" ok i'm going to stay here and talk if you dont hang up after ten seconds. if you dont want to hear me, hang up now so i know. ok, one... two... three... four... five... six... seven... eight..."
hung up.
felt bad after that but it is better this way. i know it.
apparently i cant get Adeline's announcement for us to share our life story.
and hengkang replied. he said it was visting 2 weeks in Shanghai and one week Computer shopping in singapore. no phone and com then so couldnt contact me. nest holiday he will treat me to lunch to make up for everything. he knows he doesnt need to but he wants to. for buddies sake. so yay! he's onlina and alive now.
until next time peeps.
♥ I'VE GOT HEAVEN ON THE INSIDE OF ME.
peace and joy God has set me free.
peace and joy God has set me free.
