♪♥♫ THE STARS LEAN DOWN TO KISS YOU. ♪♥♫
17:58
SATURDAY
the date today is a PALINDROME. it means its the same backwards as forwards.
2010's
first post.
starting the new year with a new look, and i've just
customised a whole skin with my own font style and colours. hopes this will become my place to relaxation when i'm stressed.
THANKING A FEW PEOPLE HERE:♫_[MINYI]thank you for being simply a friend that sticks to my most difficult and embarrassing moments. i have never felt more free than in your presence, and i never had to prove anything to gain your respect and approval. happy new year dear.
♫_[HENGKANG]thank you for helping me deal with two things: change and boys. to me, you are like the elder brother i never had, and sometimes, i treat you too much like family and take you for granted that you will understand about my life and habits. but i forget that you are sometimes just a friend, and you helped me through leaving for australia to learn how to cope with talking to people confidentlywhen i'm teased, to learn to do things i've done a thousand times in a million ways i've never seen before. i have soo much to say, and it wont all fit in one post. and about dealing with boys, its between you and me. SHHHH... thanks hengkang, and oh for emailing back :)
♫_[ADELINE]i need to thank you fro the advice, but that's not the most important thanksgiving for you. the most meaningful would be just staying with me when its quiet and i have to many things i want to say but i cannot tell you. my past is violent and scared. and you had to be disappointed in me in more ways than one. and i have some difficult habits to kick. but thank you anyway. really.
♫_[DARYL]i know we just ended, but i need to thank yyou to complete my thanksgiving. i know that during our period even as friends, you had to put up with me. what we were doing, it's not good for both our futures. i'm praying that you will make a daring decision,despite the odds, to step out like i did. it's not easy, but it will help you to see clearer who you are without the clutter of others' opinions. and STUDY. i believe in you, and goodbye.
SO MAY PEOPLE TO THANK TODAY. but i need to do something first.
promised a new song, so after the near fail with
boy and girl, i finally finished
brown benches(
phew!) and selecting a next song to record.
this song is called <
C.H.A.N.G.E.>. wrote this during service last year when senior pastor was talking about coping with change.
cheryl and debbo will find the chorus familar.here goes.
[[
verse 1
we look at the world around us
and we wonder why
it is the way it is
we stare at passing faces
stone hard walls with eyes
and think to ourselves
bridge
for once we want to stay the same
but in our hearts we know
chorus
we're changing changing
always changing
nothing before
but something now
and we change because we can
we change because we can
verse 2
we tell everyone
how hard it is to start again
and we expect so much more
we try again
to reach for the stars that move on
bridge 2
but we've learnt the hard way
to live on inside
chorus
we're changing changing
always changing
nothing before
but something now
and we change because we can
we change because we can
bridge
for once we want to stay the same
but in our hearts we know
chorus
'cos we're changing changing
always changing
nothing before
but something now
and we change because we can
we change because we can
]]there. i'll get around to recording it someday.
