little piece of heaven on earth.

♪♥♫ THE STARS LEAN DOWN TO KISS YOU. ♪♥♫

WEDNESDAY
10:58

today, i'm starting with a quote about what i wrote earlier, then i'll tell u daryl's response to my little note.

here goes:

"i felt the lyrics (of the song OLD SCHOOL, earlier in the prevoius post)personally, because that's what we used to do. we killed time just sitting down and feeling the wind. i went back to changi village and i couldn't find the same old shops anymore after 1 year. i walked along the beach and ate the same nasi ayam, but the feelings are just different. there used to be fimiliar people, and warmth. now emptiness and longing fo that old time. i borrowed a rod from the bait uncle and bought sea worms from him, ended up fishing two hours. i got a few sand gobbys - released them and one snapper (!) gave it to the uncle. so i've not so forgotten after all. i still remember how to fish from a beach."

His reply:

"dear, sometimes we have to hold on to change.we cannot control change, just like we cannot control the way water flows in nature. if we constantly go against what is inevident, we will grow tired, and get disappointed easily. dear, you sounded very let down by change, and that if we could go back to the time we had then, we would. but, sharon, if we did go back, everything would not be the same, it would be mundane, because life is exciting when we don't know what's ahead."

thinking back, i now feel that we can oppose change, but we if we getdisappointed with change, we will become tired with our life. but i still have what i will always have, my memory.

♥ I'VE GOT HEAVEN ON THE INSIDE OF ME.
peace and joy God has set me free.