25092009
15:13
TAMPINES
minyi passed! :D barely :)
supposed to go changi today, but mum passed a degree of home stay. which means i have to obey her every worldly command.
i got a new hammock, but I'm still thinking about the one daddy made.
*clarification: daddy - biological father*
* pa - godfather *
he knotted rope together miraculously.
OK, I'm supposed to talk something happy today, but i cant think of anything. so here's a picture. XD
23092009
20:01
TAMPINES
tiring easily these days. used to be bopping with energy after school, now i cant even find the energy to smile. i feel irritated with myself for this, and its no good for those around me.
guess its time to visit changi and to fly kites again.
those times seem like long ago, before the full seriousness of the year impacted me. only a few months, but I'm nearly losing my flair in kites and handmade rockets. i must revisit them.
the SPA draws nearer, and i keep having nightmares of being unable to remember everything and anything I've learnt during chemistry. not that revising is much use cos i get frustrated when i really forget something then remember it from the textbook. guess I'm just not used to caring much about my science marks. i should start with physics.
shoulder's been hurting quite bad, typing this with my right arm. the fall during softball lesson worsens it. very reliant on panadol nowadays, though i don't take it in school. i should cut that before it turns into an addiction. if it does its not felony, but i wont be able to live with myself.
Mr soon instructed the class a single essay to be handed in yesterday on the subject "Pillow", which by far has been my shortest discursive. have i mentioned that i had given up trying to end the disastrous piece?
Mon Hsien has seemed to sworn off all contact with Singapore. and hengkang's blind stubborrness with a gone friend makes reuniting buddies vain.
i must end here; if not i will degrade the post.
but I'll try to write more uplifting matters next time.
maybe not.
♥ I'VE GOT HEAVEN ON THE INSIDE OF ME.
peace and joy God has set me free.
peace and joy God has set me free.
